omg i need to come back to tumblr i’m so bored nowadays
plus forgot hoe much this place kept me woke and also entertained ty for being there for me in middle school and high school when i rly needed it
hi i’m alive, i just don’t really see a need to use my tumblr anymore
from 8th grade until college, i was extremely depressed/had bad social phobia and needed a means of escaping my shitty life–tumblr was that safe place for me
but now since starting college i have become a lot more confident thanks to joining a sorority!! my social phobia is still there but SO much better–i can’t remember the last time i’ve blushed out of embarrassment! i actually accept people’s invitations to go out! i actually ASK people to do stuff with me!!!!!! and i’m seeing a psychiatrist who gave me anti-depressants that actually help me, so i actually go out and do things! i have a social life.
i’m still a lil sad (mostly bc i feel lonely–tbh i think it’s cause i’m single and it’s sorta sad i need a S/O to feel better about myself but yeah), but life is SO much better!!
to those who were in my position before college, just KNOW that life does get better!! just keep your chin up :)
(will probably post when i’m bored ((aka now cause i’m at school for summer sesh and legit have nothing to do most of the time)) so i will not delete!! too much history on this website tbh)
It wasn’t meant to be. You’re not missing out. Your life has different plans for you.
tbh totally forgot about my tumblr
lil updates: still going to UCLA it’s gr8 i stay busy which is why i haven’t been on this for a long time (except for the times i get depressed) (or like summer aka now)
